Good Morning

Let’s kick this Monday off with some serotonin~~~

The fact that she’s alone 😂

Her & I both act up like this lmao. She’s like “OH SORRY” then continues her bs 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 QWEEN

I’m still in dream-world 😖

Nobody here really knows this about me, but I truly hate asking for money. Before recently, I very rarely did. But I know when I need help, and it would be stupid of me at this point to not at least try. I never know what rich stranger is enjoying my blog or TikTok or Twitter and has some extra money to spare. But just to clarify, I do work full time and I am doing my damndest to make the money I need to move closer to my job. I reason that I shouldn’t feel guilty or embarrassed for asking for help if someone else has the means.

Yesterday was hard from the get-go. I did not get breakfast before I made the drive to my work, and for those of you that take basically any medication, that’s a quick way to make yourself sick. I can tell you from experience that taking antidepressants on an empty stomach is not a good time.

So there I was, not having a good time. I was able to get breakfast not long after I got to work (because my coworkers are amazing & understanding), so I felt better after that.

However, I was super exhausted ALL DAY, despite getting enough sleep the night before. I was exhausted mentally and physically, and the new insoles in my shoes did nothing to ease the constant cramping in my feet from being on them all day/every day.

Around noon, I started to get a migraine. I didn’t know it then; I just thought it was from trying a new multi-vitamin that morning or not drinking enough water.

The moment I got home, I really couldn’t do much else besides lay in bed. I fell asleep in my uniform, even.

So here I am, many hours later, drinking plenty of water & hoping the migraine is done with me.

I nap now

I’m so tired, i can barely keep my head up. It’s unreal how physically and mentally exhausting it is working in the mental health field. Especially while managing your own mental health. I enjoy my work though.

I need to move ASAP.

I just started a new job and I’m trying to move closer to it ASAP. Without going into detail, my living situation is less than ideal. The gas to get to/from work is killing me. I am beyond stressed. If any rich people are feeling charitable, you can send me money on cashapp $spitefulcupcake.

I have no idea if you can scan this code like this or not but it’s worth a shot. I gotta move closer to my job 😭

Having a bad mental health day, you guys. Past two days, actually.

I’ve never been very good at drawing, but I did do this and I kinda like it. I’ve been painting more as well. I figure I don’t have to be good at it to enjoy it.